Saturday, July 12, 2008

A new prespective?

It shocked myself that I found myself no longer interested in getting a boyfriend!
No, I am not turning straight (not that I could) or am I giving up hope in my so called "one true love" (sings "True Love's Kiss) but I think its time to leave it up to the fates. I don't think I can commit into one as I am still living with my oh so strict parents and with my inability to be independent with my finances and my life, I suppose this is not the right time. Yes, I do sound mature but then again, once in a while, I longed for a touch, a kiss , a hug or even, intimacy...



Laughter in bed...


Sometimes, you longed to have someone that you could get into your room and pick up your phone and decide to call that one person you wanna pour your heart out, that one guy that is able to calm your nerves, the guy whom you want to spend time in the supermarket, the guy you wanna fight over the last tub of ice cream and yes, the one whom you would share the same bed with to hug at night, to get up next morning to find him next to you. Oh well, fantasies...
Lovely but deadly...

I don't see myself getting serious with someone but I would love to, at the moment, find a soul mate, a confidant, someone to be there for you to offer a crying shoulder, a friend, a teddy to be hugged. I know, you are now staring at the screen with that disgusted look thinking what am I thinking. Such is a pretty idealistic idea but nevertheless, someone we all wish to find in our lives, and you reading this, I know you longed too. (Yes, I heard the gulp!)

Hugs...
So hence, if wishing stars are true, I wish I may, I wish I might, find that soul mate in which I shall name... Mike?

Amen....

4 comments:

Ah-Bong said...

it comes and go my friend... don't be too sure abt it. :D

KL Fairy said...

Here's a hugs for you!! and a kiss!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!

Muahxx

Sam said...

I think it's good if you're not looking *too* hard when you find Mr. Right. That way, you'll know he's really the right one for you rather than someone you're going out with because you're lonely at the time.

rcloy said...

just terserempak with ur blog today.. very interesting.. but i like this post the most.. i totally agree with u.. and understand what are you goin through.. havin the same situation here.. but after give much thoughts abt it.. being lonely aint all that bad when u have goodfriends around u la.. he will come sooner or later.. be patience.. haha.. btw i agree with wat sam comment oso..