A new prespective?

It shocked myself that I found myself no longer interested in getting a boyfriend!
No, I am not turning straight (not that I could) or am I giving up hope in my so called "one true love" (sings "True Love's Kiss) but I think its time to leave it up to the fates. I don't think I can commit into one as I am still living with my oh so strict parents and with my inability to be independent with my finances and my life, I suppose this is not the right time. Yes, I do sound mature but then again, once in a while, I longed for a touch, a kiss , a hug or even, intimacy...

Laughter in bed...

Sometimes, you longed to have someone that you could get into your room and pick up your phone and decide to call that one person you wanna pour your heart out, that one guy that is able to calm your nerves, the guy whom you want to spend time in the supermarket, the guy you wanna fight over the last tub of ice cream and yes, the one whom you would share the same bed with to hug at night, to get up next morning to find him next to you. Oh well, fantasies...
Lovely but deadly...

I don't see myself getting serious with someone but I would love to, at the moment, find a soul mate, a confidant, someone to be there for you to offer a crying shoulder, a friend, a teddy to be hugged. I know, you are now staring at the screen with that disgusted look thinking what am I thinking. Such is a pretty idealistic idea but nevertheless, someone we all wish to find in our lives, and you reading this, I know you longed too. (Yes, I heard the gulp!)

Hugs...
So hence, if wishing stars are true, I wish I may, I wish I might, find that soul mate in which I shall name... Mike?

Amen....