Eye Candy

Haish...
The travel fair...
People bustling through the hordes and grabbing every sheet of price list filled with figures and destinations...
It also means work since my aunt will require me to be enslaved in loads of talking to crappy people but let me assure you some guys are really cute...

Target 1: Red T-Shirt Cable Guy...

Goodness... He is smoking, adorn in red (yesterday and today, apparently favourite colour) he does the cabling job around my booth and he is just fine... He has a nice beard, nice arms and nice butt... and I saw his red underwear, Armani... Sizzlin...

Target 2: Guy with girlfriend

Yeah, not all cute guys are gay but this guy is hot...

Target 3: Guy with hair curling back

He works at the fair. Has a belly but nice ass... Hair do may have taken hours to put together.

Target 4: Cheh... rupa-rupanya... Adrien...

Goodness... I am exhausted and horny... Save me... Please?

Birthday!!!

Yeah it passed a few days ago but nevertheless was a pretty good one...
I had class on that freaking day!!! (Yes, lectures on sunday) and well then some nosy relatives came by and take more time away (chinese new year... ish)...Finally I had dinner at Tony Roma's with my entire family and a left over heart-shaped Valentines Day cake from Baskin Robins (and they lied... I wanted chocolate, not cotton candy)

Ribs... Yum... Too bad no pork ribs here...

After all the scrumptuos "makan-makan" I left my folks for 2 pretty ladies for minum-minum but they made me wait at San Francisco Coffee for a hour alone with a bitter cup of Cable Car and they were about to chase me out.

Yeah, enough complaining... I actually had fun especially the sms-es I got... from people I have not spoken for ages to distant friends... And yeah, it kinda sucks when you thought that your best friend forgotten about you until you realise the best is always saved for the last...
Love you Angel !

My Pressies

Animal wallet courtesy of Angel and Gary!!!

A surprise during mamak, I got something for my lips... Now I know what you have always been staring at Ry... Thanks

Moments?

Have you ever thought that men suffer the same thing women suffer through?

Yes, I am talking about menstrual cycles... Not like we need tampons but mood swings specifically.

I realise that it does pop randomly a bluesy feeling in me, like I had a dose of melancholy and viola, I feel somewhat under the weather...

Is it natural?

To Be My Valentine Or To Be A Valentine, That is the Question!

Well clearly the above serve not much sense. i don't get it myself but my attempts of trying to be witty are really not paying off. I spent my after lunch time skipping Trust class and spend time in the PC lab browsing through blogs and leaving comments when I found a fair number of them talked about the dreaded day (for some of us), Yes the big "V" day!

Not an expert in this field, I have nothing against this coveted day but well being single, you aren’t going to be a fan of such occasions when you see couples holding hands and sharing a kiss or two under the shade of the moonlight (takes a second to sigh)…
So Lomantik!

However, back to reality, I have a dinner with a whole bunch of corporate people with me aunt and uncle (replacing my mum just so that I could get her the goodie bag) Looking at the bright side, I am not going to spend it alone nor someone I love so its not half bad nor is it anywhere near good.

Hmmm…
How does it feel to have a Valentine? I suppose the same applies to someone having a boyfriend and girlfriend except that you magnify it with flowers and candies and lots and lots of chocolates. Ahhh… Wouldn’t it be lovely?

As for my very single self, I shall look forward for the next V day. Hopefully by then I have someone to share it with…

Kingdom of Kampuche

Gosh its been so long since I blogged...

Partly was because of Chinese New Year and secondly because of my trip to Cambodia.
Fun?
Yeah partly but mostly depressing since the people there suffer through extreme poverty and looking at the stains of the Khmer Rouge ruling made me much more depressed...
But the country is one beautiful peice of land especially Angkor Wat. Just took my breath away.

Yes, I also find it funny that I bumbed into one half of Joery and the Janvier in the airport.
Cute guys? Well there is one in my tour group but too straight... But so my kinda hopeless romantic!

Pictures?
Loads...
Check these out!

Confessions...

It’s been so long since I blogged and its all thanks to the mouse in my house...
My dad who is computer not-so-literate tried to create a commotion when it doesn't work blaming it on us and now, after him banging the mouse several times (as if it would work) is now resting in peace.

Hence, like so handicapped guy, my computer's cursor is now manoeuvred with the help of the numerical keypad. Hence, logging on to do anything is still a hassle yet but I wouldn't want to damage my already infected computer...

Somehow, I think I am starting to hate my dad and everyone around me. I build this wall of defensive-ness around me like "I don't give a damn" kinda thing. It is so not me but is that the way I should be?

Confused, I really don't get what I am going through. I used to be the jovial, people pleasing guy who puts a smile on everyone's face but now, I am just bitter...

I hate to sound melancholic but I can't help going through these emotions (like I am having PMS...) Can emo out of a sudden which is so not necessary cos it just makes my day so unworthy to keep going on for...

I really need a new perspective in life but what can I do?
Yes, I am in a melancholic mood today...

Wreck of the Day...

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Ohhh... mmm...

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

A sense of B-lo(n)g-ing

Well, I am kinda into the whole blogging thing and now, I am even doing this in college on one of the public computers...
Gosh, I hope no one gets linked to the site...

Well, I was just chatting with a friend of mine yesterday about how life turned out to be so amusing. First I was introduced to this whole new "activity" of ghey blogging by Joery, whom actually don't really talk to me after atear knowing him. And like the tsunami, once we chat, I got sucked into a vortex of new friends, possibilities and lifestlye...

I used to be the desperado visiting several sites ( I bet some of you are frequent users of) just to get to know guys and hopeful in the midst of everyone, find Mr Prince Charming but as reality turns out to be, I will never get to find him... Not with a face like mine that cost no more than 10 cents...

Hence it is only natural that I got to know guys who are in for the jackpot. And sooner or later, intimacy turns out to be a past time, while I still aimless search for Mr Right. Site hoping and meeting ups, hook ups, (whatever side up) were really all I could think of. Friends, ghey friends? Nah I know none and picked up none along the way as well... Depression hangs like a lamp post over my head every night, wishing I don't end up like some whore with STD(s) and living in a house all alone with 27 cats... How tragic, how sluttish, how unworthy...

It was then when Joery came and picked me up, throw me into this other side, where sex seems to matter less but just be as gay (both literal and liguistically), that I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. Now, I just look forward to post more, get to know more about my fellow bloggers and just have the simple intention of getting to know friends...which I just realised I lacked so badly...

My serach for MR Right is now docked at bay... For the moment...

As for Joery, saying that you are my saviour is an overstatement but thanks for picking me up!
And the others along the way, its my pleasure getting to know you!