Carl Ng

Well, this guy has been the only reason I always had wet dreams of while I was in my teen age. Gentlemen, this is... Carl Ng.

A BBC (the Hongkies term of British Born Chinese), is Hong Kong's modelling industry's darling. He has been one of those constantly plastered on bilboards or in Chinese magazines. Since his father is a Hong Kong actor, he gets to also appear on the silver screen along the likes of notable names in Hong Kong such as Andy Lau.

So there I was today, home watching TV and lo and behold, my previous super celeb crush came on... I couldn't recognise him for a moment due to the fact he has long hair now (which is gross) and then I recall my days staring at the papers for hours (okay... being too much, just minutes looking into his eyes on the ads he was in while pretending to be reading some article)

Though he still looks as good but then again, he no longer has the charm to make me beg for him any longer. For old time sake, here is a lil tribute to my once upon lust factor

This was when I first fell in love with him...

Yummy...

You can lie on me anytime you want...

The look that kills...

This was his wedding ad photoshoot... I know why that sad look, she ain't your type, but I am!!!

Hey baldie... Stop checking out his ass...

More of his bodylicious pics... and that tattoo...

Awww...

And after all those cute pictures, I found one more reason not to love you as much...

But then again, who can ever say no to this face...

Face it.

I still heart Carl NG!

A Day Out with the Queer Ranter

Twas a rather rainy Tuesday that I was reminded at the sight of sunlight, that I was to be on an outing with the one and only, Queer Ranter. I booked him earlier on for karaoke but his highness has bad throat and decided to just stick to movies. After several changes and alteration to our plans, we ended up in Low Yat as I needed to find a cheapo charger for my handphone and later proceeded to Time Square for a movie.

Initially, we planned to catch The Dark Knight in Pavilion and later head off for choir but my lazy bones persuaded me to go for Times Square. To my horror, the Dark Knight was to be screened at 6.10pm and I would have to leave by then. Without much persuasion, I was drawn into temptation and embarked on a movie marathon. Since War of the Dragons were the only movie available at 3, we purchased our tickets while MR QR was busy with his job placement letter in which got him in stitches as he was left on a cliff hanger about where he is to be sent. ( Tanjung Malim? Sg. Petani? Merbok? Any Obscure Place?)

As we were seated, we were soon joined by 3 Iranians consisting of a teen, an adolecent and a kid. They pretty much were the previews as they were busy chitty chatty-ing that got QR fired up and by showing who has the balls, stood up and shush the trio. The guy who was seated next to them had to move and they didn't bother if it was their sadly, they ignored it and in fact later while both of us were giggling, the specky no good gurl shushed us in return... Kids... Haish...

Dragon Wars or War of the Dragons or D War? No wonder the several name changes...

But we didn't mind, the movie was so bad that we didn't mind that lil bit of noise. It was to the point where the storyline sucked and no sufficient thought was given into the plots nor the facts. It was like Anaconda cum Star Wars and it was so screwed. Even the love story didn't seem real. It was all mushed up. To tell you how bad it was, all you need to do is dig up your old files on Bad Movies and you have a new top scorer. The only bearable part was Jason Behr yet, without his emo ala Roswell look, he is nothing...

There is that puppy face...

Then we have a half hour to run to borders to get a lil something for a friend of QR while he chats on and on with someone else on his phone, I realised today, the fact that he calls himself QR for the fact that he Rants... A LOT!!!

I come to Kill....

So then comes the Good Movie, Batman; The Dark Knight. Man. I was on the edge of my seat from beginning to the end. Though the sound system sucked a little due to some technicalities but the movie was awesome. Every scene is memorable. The entire concept has many layers to it and requires one to truly enjoy the movie and think... The actors were committed and they have brought their acting to the Next Level. Heath Ledger did a stunning performance as the Joker (eh, no joke ok!) while Christian Bale did a fairly good job in bringing the dark side of Batman. Aaron Eckhart was surprisingly charming as Harvey Dent, the super sweeper DA and was pretty versatile in bed... opps I mean with his role. Batman is no longer just a comic book movie that is all about kicking ass or about special effects. Its really a movie worth the money and the time spent.

You need me to fill you up from the back?

I don't mind being filled up by you...

The story goes much deeper than any movie goes into and if you think Iron Man is the movie of the Season or of 2008, think again! With the amazing twists to it, it would be a sin for me to leak it out but I beg you to give it a chance for I assure you, its as good as its gonna be.
On a scale of 1-10, I give it a 10
On a scale of 1-50, I give it a 50
On a scale of 1-100, I give it a 99.5.
I don't believe in perfection, but this is as good as it's gonna get!

I need Shelter

After reading Ernie's blog about the movie Shelter I instantly fell in love with this movie. The storyline is nothing fancy, a classic story about commitments to your family, your dreams, your responsibility and most of all, your responsibility to love. Very my kind of fairytale. I have it in my ipod and I watched my favourite clip this morning.

I had never been a fan of queer flicks nor gay TV series such as QAF as i am pretty irked out on the vulgarity and the very "porn-ish" kinda stuff they put in but this movie was just so lovey-dovey with a pretty minimal sorta exposure and they beautifully placed in scenes of the courtship along the beautiful song "Lie to Me" by Shane Mack. I totally was immersed into this song and it has been playing on my ipod ever since.

As for the two actors, Trevor Wright and Brad Rowe are just too tasty to ignore. Well, Trevor plays Zach, a poor kid who has the weight of the world on his shoulders. And then comes Brad who plays Shaun, who is Zach's best friend's older brother who popped into town after a break up. They met and fell in love. The movie depicts Zach as the confused, needy one while Shaun plays the guy who is easy going and just never stop surprising Zach. The two have so much chemistry yet both, I suspect are straight guys. Gosh, even the kissing scenes were just so intimate, it really made me want to fall in love... Hmmm.... Yes yes, i am a sucker for romance. I just hate it that guys like Shaun

My verdict is that it would be a great movie for lovely couples out there to snuggle up on the couch and watch this flick and later have some hot sex or for single, lonely guys to be reminded that there is hope... the later find someone to have a kiss or a hug or two...

Oh oh... favourite scene? Well, there is the Lie to Me clips but another scene that caught my eye was the part where Shaun asked Zach over for steak and to encourage him, asked him to stand up and hugged him for a really long time... So cute...

Ello... Is Destiny there? Where is my Shaun?

A new prespective?

It shocked myself that I found myself no longer interested in getting a boyfriend!
No, I am not turning straight (not that I could) or am I giving up hope in my so called "one true love" (sings "True Love's Kiss) but I think its time to leave it up to the fates. I don't think I can commit into one as I am still living with my oh so strict parents and with my inability to be independent with my finances and my life, I suppose this is not the right time. Yes, I do sound mature but then again, once in a while, I longed for a touch, a kiss , a hug or even, intimacy...

Laughter in bed...

Sometimes, you longed to have someone that you could get into your room and pick up your phone and decide to call that one person you wanna pour your heart out, that one guy that is able to calm your nerves, the guy whom you want to spend time in the supermarket, the guy you wanna fight over the last tub of ice cream and yes, the one whom you would share the same bed with to hug at night, to get up next morning to find him next to you. Oh well, fantasies...
Lovely but deadly...

I don't see myself getting serious with someone but I would love to, at the moment, find a soul mate, a confidant, someone to be there for you to offer a crying shoulder, a friend, a teddy to be hugged. I know, you are now staring at the screen with that disgusted look thinking what am I thinking. Such is a pretty idealistic idea but nevertheless, someone we all wish to find in our lives, and you reading this, I know you longed too. (Yes, I heard the gulp!)

Hugs...
So hence, if wishing stars are true, I wish I may, I wish I might, find that soul mate in which I shall name... Mike?

Amen....

And then...

After a while,
You realised something is just not right,
You cry,
You sob,
You wish you could die,
cos there is no reason why,
You could walk on by,
and not reconcile,
For a while,
It seems alright,
But as time goes by,
You just have to have them by your side...

We knew we fought over a petty thing and now we have reconciled... I love my "Angel" to death.

Disappointment...

Bitch.... I hate you!!!

Things in which only seemed natural to say when you hate someone... and yes, I do hate someone and that is someone I have for 4 years deemed to be my best friend

It was one of those days that you have already a crappy day and when u got home to chat on msn with your best friend, she tells you she has some issues with you. The natural consequence of this is that you ask her whats wrong...

Me: Whats wrong

A: You use me and my family... (??? Its like some drama you watch...) You always depend on me for transport and all

Me: Hell... I don't have a car bitch! whats wrong with you?

(After more bickering)

A: You know, that day you and your family went to dinner and you brought me along, I have to pay expensive carpark you know? (Hell whats wrong with you? I belanja you dinner

(and after more spiteful words...)

A: You are damn rich, your family is richer than mine... Bla bla bla... (What??? Since when she has my family account with her... Probably, the richer one is her, not me... I can bet its her BTW

Hell, do best friends even calculate stuffs like that? The best part is this

A: You only give me encouragements, thats all. You never drive me around and all... (Hell if I have a car I would la Bitch

Hence, the moral of the story, there is no such thing as best friends... They are faker than fake and they tell you stuffs that you wanna hear. I couldn't believe she harboured such feelings all these time. I don't need to justify myself as I know where I stand. I learned that its all about money and all your feelings and time and other priceless (or rather costless) things are not important in today's context of friendship.